# I have already read the document on the latest one on Google Docs, and here is my response to it. and to take my responsibility to the whole thing.
**1. About treating staff badly:**
- I do admit I do treat my pass members badly, and mostly at that time I could not accept when bad things went toward me, especially at the moment I was in a pretty bad mental health situation, I know this is not a way to step away from consequences. but that's true from my words.
- Talking about Kuma, he is a guy which I known from wechat, and we are **actually** friends before we break up due to server conflicts on 8NetLive, which I made the server to be strict.
**2. Disregarding Staff Member's mental health**
- Honestly, I did not expect things went to be that quick. and I brought back 8Store is because of community belove, and yes, I consider myself as a **selfish person.**
- To be honest, although I am a server owner of this 8NetLive, but the quick popularity grow of this server has brought me into a pretty hurry state just to be used to everything, and somehow I couldn't fit in the environment, and that's when I decided to hire members, but honestly, what I want is to control everything myself, it's because I like to manage things in my own hand, sorry to be breaking this out but this is true.
- also, please do NOT critisize Modyle . he did NOT do anything wrong this time.
- For 8Store matter, it's majorly my new team suggests me to revive, because there are some leftover works, which when I pass my work to Mssans , I was thinking about to be fine. but I did not consider my pass members. and **I once again consider myself decision is wrong.**
**3. Popularizing myself | not helping community**
- I have to brought up to something that I have hide for a long time, each time I was finding archives in windows phone groups, most of the people ignores me when I was newbie. and when I released melegram as a test, people starts to grab attention from me. and then I went up to reddit etc, hoping to do as an trade off to get help.
- (Cont.) People still ignores for help, Im exhausted, and I want to **release apps as fast as possible, because the truth is I really wanted to let people use apps they cannot use before, truly not because of gaining rep from it, I am serious.**
- About 7evenCord, I have already made my statement
**4. Deleting my post on reddit**
- I have probably predicted this day will be coming, and I have decided to remove my post , (check 7evencord statement)
# Final words:
**I do not deserve to be owner, or either to be existed in this wp world anymore. and I feel guilty to be in windows phone community, and also a shame of being an Vibe Coder. in order to take my responsibility, I will be Ending all 8NetLive Projects (WP7-WP10 / W8) in 6/5/2026, and shutting down this server in 7/5/2026 including my bots and other public instances.**
**Also I will be closing my youtube channel today. aka strblitz and chockingnetdude
**As I will be closing this server in 7/5, I would want to once again thank you to everyone who supported, alongside from 8Store to 8NetLive. The only thing unlike document says, I truly love the members and supportive people here, but my evil side has took me over and became a guy who mess people up, I truly don't deserves you guys to be supporting me, nor do I deserves to get you guys support. nor do I deserves to be a guy who helps people, nor do I deserves to be in here anymore. but, at last. I hope you guys will allow me to have a little space to live and so on, and I promise I will never disturb people here or wpc once again.**
Yours Faithfully,
ChockingNetDude
